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SocialURL of flyordiesinkorswim <a href=http://www.socialurl.com/flyordiesinkorswim><img src=http://media.socialurl.com/photo/11/2411/flyordiesinkorswim-social-badge.gif border=0></a> "Can we actually build on something positve rather than bullshit?" Name: Russell Duckett Location: Los Angeles, CA Member Since: March 2007 Profile Views: 11950   Send Message Add to Friends Add to Favorites Block User   I want to just write what I feel. I am no longer trying to impress you or undress her, I’m just the me that I am for now. If that makes any sense at all. I want to connect with someone and have no connection. I wish I could feel butterflies in my stomach again, or get excited when I see a face. I feel so lost in the dark hole of this reality. I mean damn I go threw so many struggles. For instance I’m into hip hop but I don’t feel like I need to dress a certain way to attract the people I want to meet. I mean damn I hope that my mind shines brighter than anything I have on. I mean to me the person you are inside erases everything. I have no perception just what you give. You just got to realize we are all ugly and that’s beautiful. I walk the path of light and darkness searching for someone to talk to. Is it that deep and meaningful just to have someone to talk to? My problem is I understand so much I don’t understand. And I don’t want that to be cool, I don’t want to smoke to that, drink to that I just want ya’ll to understand it. My actions just dictate and show that I have god and the devil inside of me. At war with myself, and chopping my head off at work. Work is what kills me man it feel like my soul just gets eaten up everyday, I cant write I cant do what I want. I am no longer abstract, I’m just trying to get on track man. Can you feel that??   you You are not connected to flyordiesink... Login to see if your friends know him flyordiesink...

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My Photos   MY FABULOUS SOCIAL FRIENDS 5 Photos April 3, 2007 Pics of the nerd 17 Photos April 6, 2007 nerd 7 Photos March 3, 2007 Comments Post Comments sayin hi Posted 1 month ago by jessinamercy hey long time no talk hope everything is all good take care!!! Posted 9 months ago by HeavenLee79 y0......what's go0d stranger? =) Posted 11 months ago by illusivepnay Happy Thanksgiving, Doood! Posted 1 year ago by Kaneowaikiki hey im doing good yourself? Posted 1 year ago by xquisite_filirican hey...ive just been busie and i dont have time to go on and check mah messages at times...and wen i do i try 2 reply 2 all of dem hahaha...but i gotta work 2nite so yah...once agen...=) how u beeN??? Posted 1 year ago by BaBiEmAe oh yea you mentioned that to me on myspace too didnt you? but i didnt get to repsond to ya wait or maybe im just tripping haha...but yea where is westside pavillion? haha...cause if i know where it be then maybe i was there...anyways what ya doing up? :) MiZz MiA Posted 1 year ago by mamimia brocolli?? ugh i hate brocollie...im not realie a fan of it...but i think its a vegetable...hahahha... Posted 1 year ago by BaBiEmAe hahah u just commented urself....dang i hate wen dat happens kos i tend 2 do dat 2 hahahha...well i like 2 go out wid mah coworkers and hang out at da bar after work....u knoe im onlie 21 so i like 2 have fun but also take kare of mah responsibilities...u sound mature...how old r u?? ? Posted 1 year ago by BaBiEmAe See I had you down as a nurse! Well I work in Health Administration for the VA hospital in the Telecare nursing department basically I take calls from pts all day! I like to go to museums, movies, I like to get drunk and have fun when I can. I like to go the beach and just chill there and relax. I read comics, play xbox 360,  I like sports (classic male). I also read alot, my favorite author is Stephen King, right now I am reading his newest novel "Liseys Story"  One last thing I really like talking and questioning the world. What about you? What's your goals and ambitions? Posted 1 year ago by flyordiesinkorswim See more...